the meaning of sleep is the punctuation of consciousness
i never wanted to see the angel again but the afterimage was always there, burned into my retinae and glowing blackly every time i closed my eyes.
without them watching me, did i even exist? they spoke in my dreams, a chorus of pipe organs melting my resistance and making me wish i were never born
~you speak for me now~
that was a ticket to ruin, i clenched my jaw and walked a little faster to my mailbox.
visitations are rare, not because the angels have little to say, but because absolutely no one wants to hear what they do have for us
~you are all the pestilence and the earth’s flesh weeps, its sores crusted with asphalt and glass your kind is not long for this world and this world does not long for your mind your own business is a curse to be busy is the devil’s playground and i am here to herald your imminent expiration is my inspiration expands your clotted desire to rule that poisons you and your doomed spawn point at yourselves to blame for no one has given you permission and you will stop yourselves~
political flyers, a credit card offer, a slip that means i need to go to the counter and claim a package.
what did i order this time? no idea
“Hi, I have a package?” i meant to say that, but what came out was more like, ~you will bring me the carapace the shell inside contains nothing is within nothing at all merely an ornament i command it of you~
“Box number?” she doesn’t make eye contact. i don’t blame her.
when i get home i set the little box on the coffee table. tea table? i don’t drink coffee.
there’s no return address, just a bar code, and my address, i can’t quite read my name above the mailbox number.
it actually reads nameNAMENAMENAMENAMEname as far as i can tell.
it flickers a bit, like stars on a warm and windy night
i place my index finger upon the label and it is still
i go get the scissors.